I ve started calling this experience horribly beautiful. It is only now that we find an inner strength within us we never knew even existed. And through the words and support of others traveling this same journey, I am growing into my new normal. I m having a bad day today, but I know I m not alone. I know all of us have those same tears. I hate that we are a part of this group, yet so grateful for all those who have lightened my heart, and I hope to spread HOPE with every breath I take in honor of our sweet William. God Bless each of us.